Turning Cold

Turning Cold.
Down. Down. Down.
Don't feel like talking much, don't feel like being silly the way usually do.
So unusual?...yet, there is the reason, no... reasons.
Disappointed.
Still can't accept the fact that that little light found in the darkness was only imaginary. Rebelling against everything, remaining silent is the only armour for protection. Staying cold to avoid illusion & disillusionment.
Control. Control ....too afraid of more disappointment.
Betrayed.
Serves you right? Still not learnt, huh? How could you be so brainless,
so easily trusted? How could you be so naive? Haven't you learnt to keep to yourself? Why had you revealed so much then? What have you got for being so frank? What have you earned except betrayal?
Such an idiot! Totally nuts!
Don't you deserve to be called so? When would you learn?